a suprise, which weren't a suprise

okay, I'm not a smart, gifted kid. ( mostly in math ) You know, people like me, would be very proud of getting an A/95 in her test. So I got 95 in my math quiz, I was so excited ! ! 

When I got home, I unpacked my bag and get that paper out. I excitedly walk fastly to my mom's room, and show my test. And this was my mom's reaction;

"What are you doing here? ( then she saw the test) Ooh . Good. ", with no expression at all, showing no excitement, nothing, but a single word, who mean almost nothing.

another day, another cry

every time you call me, tears are wasted. is it me , being so sensitive ? . or is it you, being so hard to understand ? .

when you promised to make the week so special and sweet, you were half way there. you made it special, but it wasn't sweet. the week was full of tears, we were fighting, we were yelling. what makes this week so special, there were not a day without fighting

G.

G, I don't know why i love you so much. I don't know why I keep thinking about you . I don't know why i cry all night for you. I don't know why i feel so jealous, every time you talk to a girl. I don't know why I can't tell things about you to my friends. I don't know why I'm so close minded )):

hello people ! ( though no one but N actually reads it )

uwww . i did not post for so loooong )): i miss the blog . i've been busy with math . it's just an 8 and it's sooo hard to get ! . im currently still struggling for that white thing, but im back to post things here ! .

M is going to stay just right here

M is not only bitchy. She's damn stupid and lazy. She's not getting any score for almost the entire subject, and failed in all the subject, excluding PE. Her mom was called to school. And now it's 95% that she's not passing the grade. She's just going to stay right here, in the eight grade.
And the thing is . . she's still getting a laptop ! It's either that her parents are too kind and spoiling or they're fcuking stupid.