Monday, March 9, 2009

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currently, I have to struggle for an 8 in math. so I can get my iphone back, and my dreams come true :D

(: I adore . .

1. Massie Block ( fictional character, but she's everything I want to be :D )
2. Jason Mraz ( totally cute and not trying to be someone he's not )

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

the fear i can never hold.

the fear you made
will never fade


The biggest fear i always feared, is to tell them how i feel.
To be ignore and not loved.
To be left out by G.
and who shall i blame ? .
it's you, G.

Monday, March 2, 2009

major reasons; why we should call M a slut

1. flirt O in a slutty way
2. have 4 boyfriends at a time
3. did not respect the rules of girls as the creature with pride
4. talk things inappropriate with boys
5. flirt with boys that are 15 up
6. date lame boys
7. did not respect her race ( which is also mine )
8. kissed a boy before dating
9. kissed a boy on the first date
10. have the will to kiss all her 5 boyfriends
11. influence the innocents with the "talk"
12. being a hypocrite
13. not listening to her friends who tried to make her "back"
14. date bff's ex
15. talk about he bf who's her bff ex in front her bff all the time, to make her bff jealous.
16. being to open to boys
17. kissed another boy when she was dating with C.
18. lied to her boyfriend(s) every time.
19. being the most slutty creature in Middle School
20. being to proud of having boyfriends ( duh ? it's the INTERNET )
21. cried loudly in the internet cafe
21. being best friends with a slut ( not me or my BFFs )
22. being close with "the" people she shouldn't be close with, because it's DANGEROUS
23. not trusting her BFFs, but instead her nasty wicked NBF- the slut
24. skipped school to keep touch with her boyfriends
25. kiss a boy without any feeling
26. flirt a boy for a challenge
27. challenge herself ( to B ) that she'll make O like her
28. losing her pride
29. being friends with 20-year-old who lost her virginity at 15
30. taking advice from another sluts, which is unnecessary
31. did not take advice from us
32. did not respect us as BFFs
33. did not keep a secret
34. blabber-mouth
35. been called a slut by a boy
36. been called a bitch by another boy
37. been caught kissing by the boy she "actually" loved, but never had.
38. still chasing him ( no.37 ) when she have 4 boyfriends already
39. still flirting with someone she doesn't like when she is in love with someone else & have 4 boyfriends already
40. being boy-crazy
41. making her boyfriends as an "entertainment" when she didn't get B's love- no.37
42. did phone sex with someone she did not even date
43. did phone sex with more than 1 person
44. influenced Y into doing sex stuffs
45. only date someone because of sex; kisses
46. being so flirty when she's in the edge of overweight
47. did not care about weight because her bfs told her so
48. trying to make N jealous
49. date her best friend's ex
50. being so stupid
51. 'dated' 10 guys in a month
52. played with her own v
53. end up having her v 'un-virgin'
54. being too overacting
55. being the dumbest in class

Sunday, March 1, 2009

too much love i have in G.

too much love is dangerous, loving in total is wrong, bla bla bla . do you ever think that a 13 year old can have that much love ? ( why am i asking ? i am not expecting anyone reading this ) I do.
when people told me i might be too in love. what am i suppose to say ? I . . I never knew what i felt to G. . Am I too in love with him ? Am I a control freak ? I never knew the right answer.

will M survive ?

if i tell you how slutty M is now, you wouldn't believe. but this life, baby. everything is suppose to be unbelievable.
M did not have one boy friend, she have 5. Her first boyfriend is K, who broke up with her. But they got back, not technically back ( yet ). He seemed like an angel from heaven that came to take care of M. it was a long time ago. Then everything changed. M cheated on K, for a 19 year old man that's totally not the type of boy i would want to meet or even date. he was a no one to me. call her, C.
a day after they met and got close, C actually kissed M, on the lips. French kiss. on the first day, can you believe it ? not long after the kiss, she met another 14 year old boy in her online game, which is more to a boy finder machine for her now, call him R. R is just the same like C. Nasty boy from the race that i never liked. i cant believe M wanted to be BFF or even date with those creatures.
a month after they met, M and R dated. M was still in a relationship with K & C, and now with R (too). it's not long after they became the worst couple in the world, M met another boy, N (not N my friend) who was "crazy" about her, then he asked her out. ( when people meet in internet, do not take it seriously or when they asked you out, dont even think about it, it's just a "play" ) M who i was sure taking it seriously ( even though she would not admit ) accepted N, then they became an even worst couple.
by then, M had 4 boyfriends. Then no new boy came, until . .
she met Y. Y is 13. M is almost 15. at first, they were only step-brother & sister. but when Y asked her out, M accepted. i can't believe she did that. she is such a slut. i cant stand having a BFF like her.


S.